Love Song - Sara Bareilles

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

o desencontro do encontro

Mais um fim de semana que passou, a inércia mantém-se, a vontade de nada fazer persiste.. é domingo dia que passou a ser sinónimo de tristeza de há um mês e meio a esta parte..ou talvez não..hoje quase que foi um dia de alegria, quase!
Não importa, sinto esse dia muito próximo..basta aguardar mais um bocadinho :)
Bem, tenho de ir.. os sonhos estão a chamar...

Estou exausta mas não consigo adormecer, os olhos persistem em não fechar e o corpo teima em não parar.. têm sido assim os últimos dias.
Estou cansada, não só fisicamente, mas em toda a ascensão da palavra. Preciso de ar na minha vida.. quero respirar e não consigo.
Estou só, sinto-me só...começou a chover, tempo estranho o deste ano! Ouço a chuva lá fora e a minha vontade é levantar-me desta cama que me mantém inerte e sentir o chorar das nuvens a escorrer-me no rosto.. quero sair, mas algo me prende nas quatro paredes do quarto, à minha cama...se calhar devia aproveitar a chuva para me embalar num sono bom e profundo enroscada na roupa colorida que me cobre...instante de hesitação...já não ouço nada lá fora...parou de chover.
Vou dormir..

Ou pelo menos tentar!

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